Sunday, December 31, 2017
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Hissie's SNEEZE page - Best Posts of Fall Semester 2017
Best Posts of Fall Semester 2017
Dear Friends,
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Hissie






Friday, December 15, 2017
Tragic Butterfly
Today I
share a song from my favorite opera!
Actually it’s the only opera I know.
The song is called “Love Duet.” The opera is Puccinni’s Madama Butterfly. The story is brutal. You’ll hear it in the song and see it in the
video - a beautiful but naive Japanese teenager throws her life away for the
love of a cynical American sailor.
In English
201, we read M. Butterfly, a crazy theatre piece based on a
true-to-life love affair between a French diplomat and a Chinese opera singer.
The action takes place during the sixties which I like because we learn about the
Chinese Cultural Revolution and the Vietnam War. We talk about cultural conflict both a
personal and political levels. The protagonist of the play is a man named Rene
Gallimard who is obsessed with the Asian Mystique: “I have a vision. Of the Orient,” he says. “That, deep with its
almond eyes there are still women. Women
willing to sacrifice themselves for the love of a man. Even a man whose love is completely without
worth.”

Throughout M. Butterfly
Rene obsesses with the the story Madama
Butterfly. More than anything he’s always
dreamt for a life of passion. Well, he got what he wished for….
Although
the story is often difficult to follow, I’m happy to have read it for opening
my eyes to an entire new world. I’ve
never read much before about Asian culture. Mr. Lewenstein helped us see the parallels
between the opera and the play. Both end
in horrible tragedy. In class we our
discussed Orientalism, Imperialism, Feminity and the Male Ego. “Do you know why women’s roles in the Peking
Opera are always played by men?” This is a line from the play. I didn’t know, but I do now. China was and probably still is an oppressive
state. The story teaches us an important
lesson about gender equality: Women should
never allow themselves to become passive or submissive.
Their voices need to be heard.
Wednesday, December 13, 2017
Irony in His Blood - Alanis Morisette in M. Butterfly
In English 201, we read about opera legend Maria Callas. Many say she was the perfect singer to interpret the tragedy of the Madame Butterfly. Here, I select Alanis Morisette to voice the irony.
And Isn't it "Ironic..." Don't You Think?
The voice of Maria Callas may be perfect for Madama Butterfly. Here, the lyrics from Alanis Morisette's "Ironic" fit nicely to the text of M. Butterfly: “And isn’t it ironic…” Many people have criticized Alanis’ interpretation of irony in the song. Irony is the use of words to express the opposite of what is expected. They say her lines are weird or funny, but they are not ironic. For example, “like rain on your wedding day.” Stuff happens. The weather on you wedding day may be unfortunate, but it’s not ironic. Still, I like the song. You can’t say that the lyrics won’t make you think about possibility and expectation. What goes through the mind of a ninety-eight year old man who wins the lottery? How can he expect to spend his money? He’ll probably have a heart attack trying to figure it out. In M. Butterfly, Rene must have felt the same way for his relationship with Song. He had waited his whole life for her, and when he finally found her in his arms, he didn't know what to do with her. For Rene, Song gave him everything that he had ever wished for, and it killed him. That’s both funny and cruel.
Alanis Morissette Lyrics – “Ironic”
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David Hwang Text – M. ButterflIy
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It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought, it figures...
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This is the ultimate cruelty, isn’t it? That I can talk and talk
and to anyone listening, it’s only air — too rich a diet to be
swallowed by a mundane world.Why can’t anyone understand?
That in China, I once loved, and was loved by, the Perfect Woman.
( Act Two – Scene 11 )
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It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
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The love of a Butterfly can withstand many things —
unfaithfulness, loss, even abandonment. But how can it
face theone sin that implies all others? The devastating
knowledge that,underneath it all,the object of her love was nothing more,nothing less than … a man.
(Act Three – Scene Three)
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He won the lottery and died the next day
It’s a black fly in your Chardonnay
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My mistakes were simple and absolute — the man I loved was a
cad, a bounder. He deserved nothing but a kick in the behind
and instead I gave him … all my love …
( Act Three – Scene Three)
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Friday, December 1, 2017
“Over the Rainbow” : A Plea to Escape a Dreary Life
In Mr. Lewenstein's English 009 class, we read the memoir Girl, Interrupted. It's about a young woman trying to navigate her way through her mental illness. When her parents commit her to a mental hospital, she has to look inside herself to find out who she really is. I liked the book. After finished it, Mr. Lewenstein asked us to contribute a song to our Girl, Interrupted Soundtrack. We were supposed to connect our music with our reading. I thought a lot about it and this is what I came up with:
When I read Girl,
Interrupted, I hear Judy Garland singing “Over the Rainbow” in the
film The Wizard of Oz. Here, Judy played Dorothy, a young
girl yearning to escape her surroundings in Kansas. In the
memoir Girl, Interrupted, Susanna Kaysen finds herself trapped
in a parallel universe (see chapter one.) Both girls are depressed and
frustrated teenagers. They’ll do anything to end their misery. Here is what is
the most cool part of this selection: The real-life Judy Garland is basically
Susanna Kaysen.
From a very early age, she was pressured and pushed and
manipulated into doing things she didn’t want to do. Judy’s life became a
pattern full of drugs, heartbreak and self-destruction. When she sings “Over
the Rainbow,” she is basically foreshadowing both the story of her life, and
the tragedy of Susanna Kaysen. In both works – The Wizard of Oz;
and Girl, Interrupted – the song could represent the road to freedom. Both
girls need to find a way out of their depression. To do so, they have to learn
once more to believe in themselves.
I know Dorothy sang the song before the tornado hit the farm. It was early on in the movie. She believes she’s all alone in her world and dreams of a better place.
I know Dorothy sang the song before the tornado hit the farm. It was early on in the movie. She believes she’s all alone in her world and dreams of a better place.
That’s why I believe “Over the
Rainbow” should appear early in Girl, Interrupted. You should hear the song in the cab on the
way to McLean– maybe it could be Judy singing on the radio – as Susanna sits
silent in the backseat with her eyes closed. At this moment, Susanna doesn’t
know what to believe or who to trust.
Her parents have turned her over to a psychiatrist. He’s diagnosed her with Borderline
Personality Disorder. Now she finds herself
on the way to a strange, new universe.
I’m not sure if Dorothy was crying when she sang this song. Or, if Susanna
was tearing up in the backseat. But
clearly, it’s a sad, sad moment for both girls.
It deserves a sad, sad song.
Judy Garland’s “Over the Rainbow”
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Susanna Kaysen’s Girl, Interrupted
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Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high
There's a land that I've heard of once in a lullaby. |
“Take her to McLean,” he said, “and don’t let her out till you get there.”
I let my head fall back against the seat and shut my eyes (“The Taxi” 9).
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Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream, Really do come true. |
“In our parallel world, things happened that had not yet happened in the world we’d come from” (“Politics” 28)
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Somewhere over the rainbow, blue birds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow Why then, oh why can't I? |
“In a strange way we were free. We’d reach the end of the line. We had nothing more to lose” (“Bare Bones” 94).
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In The Wizard of Oz, Dorothy is sad and depressed. She’s trapped in a an adult world where she has no say. In the movie, Dorothy sings the song in the middle of a bland and gray landscape. There is no color. No movement. There is nothing there that would remotely resemble happiness for a young girl. It’s a little bit crazy that the movie star singing this particular song is also fragile and depressed. At the time, Judy must have felt she had no control over her life. Her mother pushed her beyond her limits. The studio made her every decision. She was seventeen and worked like sixteen hours hours per day. No high school. No friends. Every time Judy sang this song, she said she cried. She couldn’t help herself.
Girl, Interrupted MVP - The Vermeer
Life Interrupted
My MVP just may have come to me before I even opened the book. It’s all in the title – Girl, Interrupted. We
all can sense how Susanna’s life was
“interrupted” by her illness. I mean,
she was a energetic and talented young woman.
She must have been pretty. The
boys liked her, and so did the men. For
a teenager in her position, it must have been the saddest and loneliest taxi
ride to McLean Hospital. She was giving up the best years of her
life, and she knew she wasn’t going to get them back.
But
that “Girl, Interrupted” is not the most valuable part. For me, it was the trip to the Frick Museum
with her English teacher to see the
Vermeer paintings. Of course, that scene
made me nervous. It made her
nervous. We both knew that something
sick was about to happen. There she was,
waiting for her English teacher to stop and kiss her. It
wasn’t if he was going to do it; it was when he was going to do
it. In
anticipation, she found herself
escaping down a corridor when she stops
suddenly in front of “Girl,
Interrupted At Her Music” by
the Dutch painter Jan Vermeer. The
painting was of a young girl turning her face away from her music teacher.
It seemed to me that
this was an important – if not mystical -
moment in Susanna’s life. As
she stood there it was like the girl in the painting was speaking directly to
her. “I looked into her brown eyes and I
recoiled,” says Susanna. “She was
warning me of something – she looked up to warn me. Her mouth was slightly
open, as if she had just drawn a breath in order to say to me, ‘Don’t!’ (166).
Oh man, I wanted to say the same thing,
but how is an inexperienced 17-year-old to know of the implications?
Susanna
must have regarded this experience so
meaningful that she returned to the
scene 16 years later and wrote about it again: It’s the second time
around when Susanna shows real understanding for the way the world works. She
detects the sadness in the young girl’s eyes.
The music teacher is right on top of her, telling her something like,
“This is the way it has to be…” Susanna knows what the music student
feels inside. For Susanna, it
wasn’t a momentary interruption; it would be a lifetime of sadness.
How many of us can
recall those life-changing, self-discovery moments? Could
we write about them like Susanna did? What she saw in the young girl’s eyes, that’s my MVP.
Sunday, November 26, 2017
M. Butterfly - Quote Sandwich - "My name is Rene Gallimard - also known as Madame Butterfly."
Irony in His Blood
We first get a sense for who Rene is when he reveals his love for the opera Madama Butterfly. The first line he speaks in the first scene of the play is "Butterfly, Butterfly..." He's serving time for treason in a prison on the outskirts of Paris. He once lived the international life of a French Diplomat; now he's confined to live out his life in a tiny dark prison cell. He has nothing to live for. Everything he has ever had has been taken away from.
The only thing that keeps him going is this fantasy he has for Madama Butterfly. It dampers his reality.
The story gives him hope. He shares it with his fellow prisoners: "My name is Rene Gallimard - also known as Madame Butterfly."
Rene became hooked on the romance of the opera Madame Butterfly. It's about a young Japanese geisha girl who devotes her life to an American sailor. She just about lives for him. In fact, even when he disappears for three years without a word, she continues to love him. When Cho-Cho-san - that's the girl's name - finds out that her American sailor has married a white woman, she can't control herself. She kills herself with her uncle's knife.
Rene thinks the opera story is so beautiful. From witnessing Cho-Cho-san's passion, Rene becomes obssessed with the Asian woman. He wants to experience the same feeling of having a woman submit to him the way Cho-Cho-san submitted to her American Sailor. That's the "irony in his blood": At the end of the play, we learn that Rene has lost his woman. She was a man. Now he's dressed in make-up and a wig - like a woman. After he tells his audience his real name, Rene Gaillamard, but now he reveals he is "Madama Butterfly." This is right before he drives a knife into his body. Clearly, Rene longed for the life he saw in Madama Butterfly, but I bet it just wasn't this one.
We first get a sense for who Rene is when he reveals his love for the opera Madama Butterfly. The first line he speaks in the first scene of the play is "Butterfly, Butterfly..." He's serving time for treason in a prison on the outskirts of Paris. He once lived the international life of a French Diplomat; now he's confined to live out his life in a tiny dark prison cell. He has nothing to live for. Everything he has ever had has been taken away from.
The only thing that keeps him going is this fantasy he has for Madama Butterfly. It dampers his reality.
The story gives him hope. He shares it with his fellow prisoners: "My name is Rene Gallimard - also known as Madame Butterfly."
Rene became hooked on the romance of the opera Madame Butterfly. It's about a young Japanese geisha girl who devotes her life to an American sailor. She just about lives for him. In fact, even when he disappears for three years without a word, she continues to love him. When Cho-Cho-san - that's the girl's name - finds out that her American sailor has married a white woman, she can't control herself. She kills herself with her uncle's knife.
Rene thinks the opera story is so beautiful. From witnessing Cho-Cho-san's passion, Rene becomes obssessed with the Asian woman. He wants to experience the same feeling of having a woman submit to him the way Cho-Cho-san submitted to her American Sailor. That's the "irony in his blood": At the end of the play, we learn that Rene has lost his woman. She was a man. Now he's dressed in make-up and a wig - like a woman. After he tells his audience his real name, Rene Gaillamard, but now he reveals he is "Madama Butterfly." This is right before he drives a knife into his body. Clearly, Rene longed for the life he saw in Madama Butterfly, but I bet it just wasn't this one.
Thursday, November 23, 2017
Definition of Diva - Maria Callas
The Black Geishas
This summer we read M. Butterfly with Mr. Lewenstein. Maria Callas captured our attention. Her name isn't mentioned in the play, nor does she appear in the movie. It's her voice that makes us want to write. She's one of the most famous opera singers of all time. For Maria, nothing short of the best was acceptable. She was a perfectionist. She was a "diva."
A diva
is a woman who demands all or nothing.
It’s
either her way, or no way at all. It’s
not that she is selfish or mean spirited; it means she is talented and knows
exactly what she wants. She may be a
perfectionist that strives for the impossible.
That may be good for her, but it can be absolute hell on earth for
everyone she works with. Divas are most often associated with opera singers,
but today the term often is used for top-of-the-line performers. (D)emanding.
(I)ntense. (V)ivacious. (A)ttitude.
Think J-Lo. Beyonce. They fought their way to the top. And now they are looking down at the rest of
us.

In
“Callas Forever,” everyone loves Maria, but that’s not good enough for a
diva. Nothing ever will be.
Wednesday, November 15, 2017
Frida Lets It All Hang Out - On the Dance Floor and in Her Art
In Mr Lewenstein's class, we developed film history research papers. I chose to write mine about the famous Mexican painter Frida Kahlo. Below is an excerpt from my paper. I compared what I saw in Salma Hayek's movie with what I found in my research:
Frida
will always be known as a fierce individual who wasn’t afraid to express her
sexuality. When Frida married Diego, she had no idea what world she was
entering into. She must have felt like Alice dropping down the rabbit
hole. For Frida, Diego’s bohemian art world was this strange, weird place
she probably considered like some freethinking Wonderland, filled with crazy
people and peculiar creatures. It’s probably right here where Frida
discovered the full extent of her sexuality. While her husband openly
cheated on her, she began to be seen cavorting with more and more women.
According to her close friend, Frida loved to go out and have a good time
with the women. They liked to drink and dance with each other at popular
Mexico City cantinas. On these nights, Frida was known
to drink “like a mariachi.” This means, I suppose, anything
goes. Frida hid her bisexuality from no one.

The astute eye may see elements of her
bisexuality in her self-portraits. For Frida, her self-portraits
helped her explore her own identity. “I paint myself because I am so
often alone,” she once said, “and because I am the subject I know
best.” She was probably all alone when she painted Self-Portrait with Cropped Hair. In fact, it’s known that she was separated from Diego during this
time. Her creation of this work follows her heart-crushing discovery that
her husband was sleeping with her sister. During this period, she had
left the couple’s home in Coyacan and moved into her own apartment in the
center of Mexico City. In Self-Portrait
with Cropped Hair, Frida appears
in an over-sized, darkly-colored man’s suit. She has cut off all her
hair. We can see it strewn all over the floor. The scissors are
still in her hand. Across the top of the painting, she writes the
lyrics to a popular Mexican song of the Forties: “Mira que si te quise,
fue por el pelo…” In English, the words come out “See, if I loved
you, it was for your hair; now that you’re bald, I don’t love you
anymore.” Here Frida seems to be putting aside her feminine attributes.
Al that is left are her earrings.
Self-Portrait with Cropped Hair shows up in the film. There’s the portrait right in her
room, and there is Frida cutting her hair off in front of the mirror.
She’s been drinking all night. She’s alone. It’s like life
imitating art. Her worlds are fusing together. Playing in the
background is “La Paloma Negra” sung by a famous Mexican lesbian.
The lyrics tell Frida she should be out enjoying herself. At times, Frida
probably didn’t know which way to turn.
Wednesday, November 1, 2017
Tortilla Soundtrack: "Coyote" by Joni Mitchell
After reading The Tortilla Curtain, Mr. Lewenstein asked us select a song to represent our reading. He calls it our Tortilla Soundtrack. We all looked into our musical archives. I found this one - "Coyote" - by Joni Mitchell. Below I matched up lyrics with passages from the novel.
Joni Mitchell was once known as the Queen of the Canyon. She developed and refined much of her songwriting genius in L.A.’s Laurel Canyon in the Sixties. Who knows? That might not be too far away from The Tortilla Curtain’s Blanco Arroyo. Midway through the novel, I can hear Joni singing the perfect song in the background where America finds herself alone in the woods. In the shadows, America goes face to face with a wild coyote and doesn't budge. “There’s no comprehending…Just how close to the bone and the skin and the eyes…And the lips you can get..” sings Joni. “And feel so alone.” Joni knows something about surviving harsh realities. So does America. So I love the scene where America is sitting there all by herself in the shadows of the woods. It must be both frustrating and frightening . She’s tired and hungry and hurt, and she hears something but she doesn’t know what. It’s kind of like a dream, but it’s real – she’s staring face to face with a coyote. And instead of screaming or panicking, “she looked at that coyote so long and so hard that she began to hallucinate, to imagine herself inside those eyes looking out…”
Tortilla MVP - Hotel California
In English 1A, Mr. Lewenstein asked us to vote for our Tortilla MVP. This means we get to choose the most valuable part. We write about the part of the book we connected with most. For me it was the mention of the Eagles song "Hotel California." A beautiful song about broken dreams. It's perfect. You can almost hear it in the background of the entire novel.
Eagles Guitarist Don Felder has said he came up with the idea for
the song “Hotel California” on late
night drive along an L.A. freeway: “You
can just see this glow on the horizon of lights and the images that start
running through your head of Hollywood and all the dreams that you
have." Most of my classmates will know this song. So will their
parents. Most immigrants come to America
in search of opportunity or freedom represented in the lyrics. The Hotel California becomes a symbol of an
escape and/or a better life… but things are not always as they seem. The
student narratives I read often refer to the constant struggle of immigrant
life: the toil in the fields, the financial
woes, the family separations. Many newcomers find life in California to be
an illusion.
In our reading of T.C. Boyle’s The Tortilla Curtain, I mean, you can almost hear it in the background. Soon-to-be first-time father Candido crosses
the border with his teen-age wife in pursuit of the American Dream. He’s promised her a better life. Not a rich one, but a comfortable one where
some day they will have a house with chickens in the yard.
I bring up the part of the novel when Candido’s wife America was in the rich
white guy’s car listening to “Hotel California”. Right here, this song is so
significant because it was written to reflect the excess of luxury in this
country. Something for everybody, right: Any
time of the year..You can find it here.. Everybody, I suppose,
unless you are a Mexican immigrant. In this scene, America gets sucked into the
dream of Hotel California. She’s sitting up front in a Cadillac sedan and can’t
believe her good fortune. On the first day she looks for work, she was going to
be earning more money than she has ever before. This is the passage that stands out: “If someone had told her when she was a
girl at school she wouldn’t have believed them – it would have been a fairy
tale like the one about the chambermaid and the glass slipper” (Boyle 97). I think her mindset here might explain a lot about the novel. We as
Americans often have no idea of the thoughts immigrants may have. It’s so easy
to complain about them when we see them waiting on a street corner, but it’s
difficult to imagine their dreams and desperation.
I mean, America is basically
working for minimum wage, and she feels that she has hit the lottery on her
first day of work. Sadly, she got something more than she bargained for out of
the deal. Yes, she got paid, but she also felt a strange man’s hand on her
thigh. Here she learns a hard lesson about the American Dream. It’s not for
everybody.
Wednesday, October 18, 2017
Janis and Taylor: Freedom Through Their Music


In the same way,
Taylor’s best songs are the most painful. As much as she dreams of enchanted love, she
sings of crushing despair. In “White
Horse,” her lyrics probably approach Janis’s “Me and Bobby McGee” in the way
they express the hope to be with a person, and then there is that moment when
you know it’s never going to happen. She
sings, “Holding
on The days drag on..Stupid girl…I should have known.. I should have known.” Man, all she
wanted was the truth.
When
I listen to these songs, I think of one sad disappointment after another. One’s driving off into the distance. One dreams of riding off on a white horse. Whatever are looking for, they’re never going
to find it. The only place to feel free
and honest is in their music.
Sunday, October 15, 2017
The Outsiders: Janis and Taylor, Defiant to the End
As young girls, both Janis and
Taylor found themselves socially on the outside looking in, but that’s probably
what pushed them both to songwriting. They didn’t really fit into their high-school
crowd. They weren’t really
followers. They were free-spirits. They were dreamers.
Janis grew up in an affluent family in Port Arthur, Texas, but she ran
away at age 17 because she felt like such an outcast. While her high-school classmates were
listening to Top 40 coming out of the AM radio, Janis was crazy for black blues
legends like Bessie Smith, Big Mama Thorton, and Leadbelly. In 1963, she landed in the psychedelic,
drug-energized San Francisco music scene where she established her own unique
sound as white blues queen and rock ‘n’roll mama. Janis once
said, "Aretha Franklin, Billie Holiday....They are so subtle, they can
milk you with two notes. They can go no farther than from A to B, and they can
make you feel like they told you the whole universe.”
While Janis sought inspiration
from the blues, Taylor’s songs often come straight out of her personal
experience. She writes about her her
feelings, her dreams, and her heartbreaks.
Beginning in middle school and
continuing through high-school, Taylor didn’t have many friends or people to
talk to. She felt like an outsider
looking in. But all that misery and
rejection pushed her towards songwriting.
She spilled her guts on paper.
Writing songs was like keeping a diary.
According to Taylor, she tries to write songs that people her age could
relate to. When she writes, Taylor says she writes in real time. She strives to be personal and honest.. In her songs, she shares the sadness and
letdowns of her own relationships because she wants to let her fans know they
are not alone: “Nobody ever lets me in/ I can still see you, this ain’t the
best view/ On the outside looking in.”
(from a song she wrote when she was twelve: “The Outside.”)
I read that both Janis and Taylor were often teased and bullied in high school. It’s like whatever makes you different at that age makes you somehow uncool. At a certain point, they must have thought there was no chance to be part of the crowd. I can only imagine their insecurities.
Fortunately for them, music became their own form of therapy. They may have not had anyone to talk to, but they were only a guitar away from saying something special. Their music tells us it’s okay to stand apart.
I read that both Janis and Taylor were often teased and bullied in high school. It’s like whatever makes you different at that age makes you somehow uncool. At a certain point, they must have thought there was no chance to be part of the crowd. I can only imagine their insecurities.
Fortunately for them, music became their own form of therapy. They may have not had anyone to talk to, but they were only a guitar away from saying something special. Their music tells us it’s okay to stand apart.
The Runaways: Janis and Taylor
In English 61, I'm writing my sixties research paper on Janis Joplin. You can consider her a rock 'n' roll pioneer. She was one of the first women performers to take center stage in the decade of the sixties. You can say she paved the way for women rockers to follow - one of them, of course, being Taylor Swift. Here, I compare their musical beginnings.

Works Cited
Angel, Ann. Janis Joplin: Rise
Up Singing. New York: Amulet Books, 2010. Print.
Spencer, Liv. Taylor Swift:
Everyday is a Fairytale. Ontario: EECW Press, 2010. Print.
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